Today is day 54.
1, 296 hours.
One tired Maddog.
I’m ready to go. I have to admit there have been many nights of fun. There are things about the summer I will remember for always. Friends that I hope I stay in touch with. Shows that I am proud of.
There have also been too many moments of frustration and stress. Too many nights of wanting to kill people. Too many nights of wanting to sneak away without telling anyone and going back to my less stressful job of waiting tables. (Remind me I’ve said this in a month.) There have been way too many things I hated about this summer. Although I do have to admit that when I’ve gone back to re-read posts from last years visit to Oklahoma it was just as stressful, just as frustrating.
Does this mean I’ve decided to come back. No. Does it mean that I won’t come back. No. It means that I have a lot to consider before I make my decision for next year. It also means asking for specific things in my contract that I haven’t asked for before. More money for one. On time designs for another. Living arrangements that are comparable to the talent’s. A car. That they pay for — up front.
There are a couple of conditions that MUST be met before I come back. First and foremost. Kelly has to agree to come back. I don’t think I could have gotten through either summer without her. And second. There must be at least one show on the schedule that’s interesting. I have no interest in designing shows that don’t require at least something creative about them lighting wise. I don’t want to spend the summer lighting bad dance routines or large chorus numbers where everyone stands down stage and sings. It just doesn’t interest me. Last year we did The Music Man here and I hated everything about it. I don’t get nearly as excited about the Wells Fargo wagon as I should have.
So there I’ve said it. I MIGHT come back next year.
On to more interesting things.
I went to bed early last night.
That’s early for me.
I slept until 3:00 p.m. I actually woke up at 6:00 and was wide awake so I read for a couple of hours. Sometime around 8:00 I fell back to sleep and the next thing I knew Kelly was knocking on my door telling me I should probably get up. I still feel tired but at least I finally got some real sleep. It’s going to take weeks to get back on a regular schedule. If it happens at all.
So I got up and I packed. That took some doing. I have more stuff now than I did when I left and the stuff barely fit in two bags before. I stuffed and stuffed and I think I managed to get it all in the bags. Of course I’m tempted to wear the same thing everyday at my mom’s so I don’t have to unpack again. I’ll let you know how that goes.
I also returned my rental car. it was very expensive. And they ran the card, and gave me a receipt and sent me on my way. I have no idea what’s going to happen when the realize that the card is no good. I don’t have that much credit available on my credit card and I don’t have even close to that much on my debit card. I suppose at some point they’ll realize it and let me know there’s a problem. I’ll let you know what happens then.
And then I returned home to figure out what was happening for dinner. “The Director” was trying to get us tickets for a local production of Oklahoma. It’s performed outdoors with real horses and is supposed to be not so good. So we were going to go out and have some fun and see the show. But he couldn’t get free tickets and although I love to see bad theatre spending 20 bucks when I have no money isn’t the best idea. So we all opted out of it.
That left Kelly and me having dinner with “The Director.” He’d already called a couple of times to see what the plan was. I told him that neither Kelly nor I cared where we went as long as it was cheap. We suggested The Olive Garden because it’s close, the food isn’t bad and it’s VERY cheap. You would have thought that I’d suggested we go to Pet Mart and dine on cat food. So I told him to choose and just let us know where. And then he got pissy and told me that he was tired of having to make all the decisions and he just wanted to go and have a nice peaceful dinner and why did it have to be so hard. Ugh.
I suggested he just come pick us up and we could decide then. I was checking email when he appeared in my room. He was in a bit of a snit and told me he didn’t care where we went to dinner. Just to decide. Then he told me he would be back in a few. So I continued checking email. About 15 minutes later he appeared in my room again. He walks over and asks if I mind if Kyle and Jennifer come along to dinner. And I said, “I don’t mind if Kyle and Jennifer come at all. But I won’t be going if they do.” And then he wanted to know why, and I explained that as far as I was concerned I was through with Kyle. I have no use for him and I have no intention of spending my last night in Oklahoma with him. This put “The Director” into even more of a snit and then he got pissy with me. “Well how am I supposed to remember who likes each other and who doesn ‘t. Wouldn’t it hurt to just put that aside for the evening and deal with it. Would it really bother you that much if he comes along.” To which I replied, I don’t care, yes, and yes. Then I reminded him that it was always supposed to be just Kelly and me and that if I’d known we were inviting other people along I would have asked the crew to join us. Especially since I would rather spend time with them than with him. I didn’t tell him that last part.
So finally he said okay and left. He came back about 10 minutes later saying, “I hope you know what kind of difficult situation this has put me in. Now Kyle isn’t speaking to me and won’t open his door.” To which I replied, “Good. That means he no longer wants to join us I presume.”
And so we gathered up Kelly and we were off to get dinner. As we left he reminded us that he didn’t want The Olive Garden, but other than he didn’t care. To which we reminded him that we didn’t care as long as it was cheap. And so we were off. He started driving and began rattling off places we could go. Neither Kelly nor myself had heard of the places so after each one we said we didn’t care. I did say that it would be nice to eat outside since the weather was perfect today. And so we drove. And drove. And drove. And finally he decided we should go to some restaurant. And what would you know when we got there it was closed, being Monday and all. So he chose some place and being Monday and all it was closed to. Which got a string of expletives about how fucking stupid it was to live in Oklahoma. I didn’t even bother telling him this happened in a lot of places.
So finally we ended up in the restaurant he had wanted to go in the first place. Oh, and I forgot to mention, that along the way he said if money was the problem he’d just treat us to dinner. And I said that would be great. What I didn’t say was “Well good, you promised us dinner at this restaurant three weeks ago, to make up for the (count them) three meals that I’ve bought for you since I’ve been here.” No I didn’t say it but I thought it. And so we are seated and we enjoy a nice meal and we all have wine, and we share dessert and all is well.
Until the check arrives.
To which he announce, “This is expensive!” and sighs.
I had glanced at the check at this point and it was 120.00 bucks. Not cheap by any means but if he’d wanted cheaper we’d have been at The Olive Garden. And then he sighs again.
And so I pulled out my card and said, “Don’t worry I’ll pay my share.” And Kelly followed suit. And we decided that we should split the check down the middle even though Kelly had the cheapest part of it. And when it was all said and done the meal cost me about 50 dollars. This leaves me about 75 bucks in my checking account till August 5th when I go back to the restaurant job. How much can a middle age, fat guy get for a blow job on the corner?
And with the check paid we left. And I was annoyed, but I was trying not to show it since it was my last night in Oklahoma.
And we return to the house and you’d never guess who was here.
Ashley the Cunt!
I asked a couple of people before I found someone who knew why she was here. She’d come to get photos of the set she’d had someone take because as I think I mentioned she suing the company for non payment of her intellectual property, which wouldn’t be so funny if she actually had any intellect. But there she was, eating Chinese in the living room watching a movie. And I keep asking myself over and over, “If I was fired from a job because everyone thinks I’m stupid, not talented and a slut, would I continue to show my face around them?” The answer I always come up with is….NO!!!! What about you guys?
And then she left and the movie was over and we all grabbed drinks and settled into the living room to watch Death at a Funeral, which was fucking funny. I guess I should say everyone but Kelly. Since we’ve been here, Kelly has kind of found a man friend. And she talks to him. A lot. For hours. And just as we were getting ready to watch the movie he called. So I convinced everyone to wait. And I set my alarm. And after 30 minutes I went to her room and told her time was up. It was my last night in town and she couldn’t hide in her room talking to her “boyfriend.” He’s also named Jeff for the record. So about 10 minutes later she appeared and we all watched the movie.
And since the movie we’ve all had a little bit to drink. And we’ve chatted. And said our goodbyes. And laughed. And shared our memories. And made fun of each other. And made empty promises to get together some time. And to stay in touch. And hugged.
And now it’s 3:11. I have to be up in two hours. But I wanted to write one last post here in Oklahoma before I left. I’m a little sad to leave. Even with the stress I’ve worked with some pretty talented people. Hands down Kelly is the best stage manager I’ve ever worked with. Jesse the scenic artist is amazing and is more even keel than anyone I’ve ever met. Jack is cute. And gay. And I have no doubt that in a few years will be an amazing designer. Did I mention that he’s cute. Chris is a great Master Electrician. Okay, he talks too much, and when he shouldn’t, and doesn’t have a lot of social skills but at the end of the day he knows what he’s doing and he’s damn good at it. Mike, the assistant ME is just a nice guy. He hardly ever says a bad word about anything. Well except for Chris’ driving. And he’s smart. And quick witted. He doesn’t make jokes often, but when he does they’re zingers. And he too is damn good at his job. This is just the crew.
There are many other people who do amazing jobs and are great to work with. And it’s all of these people that make working here worthwhile.
So this ends the 2008 Summer Theatre season.
A bunch of new friends.
Lots of memories.
And a new experience that has taught me much about myself, others, design and how I do my job.
And when it was all said and done, once again I realized that I’m quite good at my job.
See you in Kentucky.