It’s a quick post tonight. I need to get to bed somewhat early.
I haven’t mentioned my weight in a while. Thought I’d let you guys know that as of today I’ve lost 39.2 pounds. That’s a small child I’m no longer carrying around. I only wish it were more. I’m so tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a fat man. I want to look in the mirror and see a relatively normal size guy looking back. I know that if I keep up the walking, working out, and eating right it will happen. I just want it to be now.
Okay enough whining. My weight is what it is and I can’t lose it any faster than I am. As I tell people all the time. I didn’t get fat over night. I won’t get skinny over night. I just have to keep my eye on the prize, stay focused and the rest will follow. I’ll keep you guys posted as to my progress periodically.
I start my restaurant job tomorrow. I’m a little nervous to say the least. I haven’t waited tables in more than five years. What if I don’t remember how. What if I suck at it now. What if I slap some child whose being a pain in my ass. I’ve had several nightmares in the past week about work. I realize that it’s all in my head, but I’m still a little apprehensive. But I guess I don’t have to worry about it today. In fact I don’t have to worry about it tomorrow. The restaurant I’m working for is a chain restaurant and so tomorrow is the orientation part of the training sequence. I have no idea how long I’ll be there, or what to expect besides filling out tax papers and insurance forms. It will be nice though, to finally start. I can use the money and it’ll be good to finally get all my fears behind me. Tune in on Thursday and I’ll give you a full report of my first day.